Fatal Confusion

Crushed, Alone, Barely breathing.
I can't believe that you're leaving.
Together, forever seems so far away, and I wish you'd stay one last day.
I close my eyes, and go to the place where I can at last feel your warm embrace.
But it's not real, only an illusion and now I'm drowning in all my confusion.
For I was given a choice not easy to make, now I don't know how much more of this I can take.
So, I slit my wrists and start to cry, then lay down and wait to die.