"Wrap me in a bolt of lightning
Send me on my way still smiling
Maybe that's the way I should go
Straight into the mouth of the unknown
I left the spare key on the table
Never really thought I'd be able
To say that I'll visit on the weekends
I lost my whole life and a dear friend
I've said it so many times
I would change my ways, no, never mind
God knows I tried!
Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me its over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite
Call me the worst
Tell me its over I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say
So I'll be on my way
I finally put it all together, nothing really lasts forever
I had to make a choice that was not mine
I had to say goodbye for the last time
I put my life in a suitcase
Never really stayed in one place
Maybe that's the way it should be
You know I've lived my life like a gypsy
I'll always keep you inside
You healed my heart and my life
And you know I've tried
So I'll be on my way"
Vent art. It's older, but it still fits me right now so I finally decided to finish it up.
This is Nero again. He's pretty much my vent character. He is Neko. Just Neko's monster/insane side. I'll explain more when I make him a reference- if ever.
I kinda just feel like giving up on everything.
I'm always the bad one..
I really am a monster.
Maybe I should start acting like one.
But no one seems to hear.
No one seems to see the pain inside me.
No one cares.
We live in a sick world, full of sick people.
And I'm just another one of them.
On a side note, I feel like I'm going insane. I can't breathe, I can't sleep, I'm shaking, I'm freezing. I honestly don't know whether or not I want to continue living right now. The temptation of cutting is hard to resist. But I promised. And I will not break that promise for anything. I'll just have to suck it up.